This weekend was one of the best weekends i’ve ever had ^.^

I’m so happy right now, i can’t wait for summer and to spend time with all my friends, I’m so grateful for the amazing people in my life. 

I’m going to get to drive to my grandmas house for dinner tonight, and i love her cooking….shes the best cook haha. 

This one guy

talks to me all the time but never approaches in school….asks me out, asks to hang but never even talks to me at school even when we are engaged in eyecontact

I don’t like this, and is the main reason i have rejected you 4 times. 

what i like in guys

-Comes up to me, like if were class friends or even if you just text me and don’t at least say hi, or wave at me when i see you I think thats lame, why would you talk to me if you ignore me anywhere else that isn’t so easy or you have to have balls to come up to me. Its not that hard, its not like ill run away if you talk to me. Worst ill do is say hi back then walk off to a friend. 

-makes me laugh, even if a guy is kinda ugly (but not super ugly and fat) and he makes me laugh, ill like him. but i just wont be attracted at the start. 

-i love when guys flirt with me by touching… i like poke-wars, tickle fights, and when they play with my hair or playfully hold my hands and put their arms around me its awesome >:)

-I hate serious convo’s they are ok sometimes but if you want to have a serious talk with me everyday goooodbye

-doesn’t need to text me every second of the day. I don’t like texting much. 

today i accidentally announced to a group of my friends that i’m getting my period. I didn’t mean to but it came up as a reminder on my phone and i was just like idufhgoieuhgf getting my period soon fuck :( outloud.. anyways it was awkward 

sometimes i hate being alone because it makes me think of everything that is wrong in my life.

My best friend

her name is jade, she’s the most amazing person ever we have been friends since pre-k bestfriends since 2nd grade. we both switched schools in 3rd grade and have kept in touch ever since, that is how i just know we will be friends forever. Looking back i realize how easy it could have been to never see each other again, since she lives about 20 minutes away from me. It is sometimes a challenge to see each other. But that didn’t happen we have had fights, disagreements. We got through all of that and were both mature now, so we never fight since middle school. I honestly hope she is in my life forever I’ve known her through the darkest times of my life and the best times. They say that your lucky to find a bestfriend like that, i’d like to say i’m super fucking lucky. I am so grateful for her more than i can explain in words. Sure, i love all my other bestfriends but its different with jade, she’s just always been apart of my life in a way that no one else has. even though we don’t see each other as much anymore since our parents are tired of driving us everywhere, we try to over breaks and at least once a month. When i get my car it will be much more though. 

Just thought i’d share since she sent me some awesome pictures of us when we were 6 and 7 hanging out and doing dance recitals, it made me so happy. 

someone likes me ^_^ and is so nice, and everything i could ever want in a boy. 

i don’t really have feelings, but i guess ill go out with him. 

but i hope he isn’t this clingy all the time because i don’t want to be the kind of couple that texts like 24/7. maybe its because i hate my blackberry keyboard. lets see what happens.